Crayon Numb

"I was numb, 

but it was from not knowing just what this new life would hold for me."

- Jamaica Kincaid, Lucy

Hello dollz! Welcome to the new year of 2019! Yes, I might a little late to wish but hey it's still January so what the heck, hah! Some of you dollz might have started the new year with new awesome or slow changes, either way, congratz on you for taking the first step! I myself as well, am trying to change myself slowly this year and this time I hope very much to reach my personal goal. A lot of things I need to change on my habits, especially my procrastination and lack-luster time management skill. So, whatever your goal is for this year, take it slow and maintain discipline, and let us all be able to reap what we sow~

Highlight of the picture is recently released Deep Dream skin by CURELESS[+] for the now obviously ended Santapai event last month. But I'm sure it is available at the mainstore by now. The white hoodie is D.E.A.D Hoodie also by CURELESS[+] that was a Fifty Linden Friday item and should also availabe at the mainstore at the different price point. The black jacket is Oversized Jacket by [CerberusXing] made for Male mesh bodies but could fit over female body with flat chest. The jacket comes with various awesome back designs with few funny ones too. Rest of the credits down below and I hope to see you dollz real soon!

White

Body Pixels

Hair @ Wasabi Pills - Ginny Mesh Hair

Horn @ .::CubicCherry::. - {Aeon} horns

Skin @ CURELESS[+] - Deep Dream Skin 

Eyes @ [CerberusXing] - Unit eyes set

Eyeliner @ +Jigokucho+ - Glitter Batliner / Bonus pack

Styling

Top @ CURELESS[+] - D.E.A.D Hoodie / Maitreya

Bottom @ .::CubicCherry::. - {Rufly} skirt / Tartan Mono

Hand @ [CerberusXing] - Essential Dirty Claws *group gift

Black

Body Pixels

Hair @ .Shi - Batach 

Skin @ CURELESS[+] - Deep Dream Skin

Tattoo @ Letis Tattoo - Essence / MM14014

Styling

Head @ .::CubicCherry::. - {Crowned} Silver *former gift

Top @ [CerberusXing] - Oversized Jacket / Black / Size B

Bottom @ VINYL - Neyla Shorts

Ailment

"Life is a sexually transmitted disease and the mortality rate is one hundred percent."
- R.D.  Laing 

Hello dollz! Just a quick but not so simple post xD Took me a while to finish editing this picture since I'm one perfectionist Virgo [laughs] Hectic month really with me doing a rl job and trying to juggle SL stuff in between as well.

Highlight of the outfit is the beautiful horns by [CerberusXing] for the Fantasy Faire event! Nothing like donate while buying the stuff you like ;3 Be quick, the event is closing up real soon! The posture collar is also by CerberusXing for The Dark Style Fair coming soon, with it comes in several other colors as well. The rest of credits down below and I'll see you dollz when I'm actually coherent to do stuff~

Body Pixels

Hair @ Adoness - Asgardis/Pitch Black

Skin @ Glam Affair - Sia Ghost/Polar 01

Eyes @ CURELESS [+] - Yuurei Eyes/PURGATORY

Horns @ [CerberusXing] - Ikenga's Horns/Silver [Fantasy Faire, ends 30th April] *new

Body Tattoo @ Letis Tattoo - Essence 100%

Styling

Collar @ [CerberusXing] - Hell's Harbinger/Black out+Silver [The Dark Style Fair, Coming Soon] 

Neck @ [CerberusXing] - Skeletal Chain/Black

Chest @ .::CubicCherry::. - {Rose} pasties/BLACK/NoChains

Hologram Hanami

It was the era where every organic scenery was replaced with holograms, where it was impossible to breath the atmosphere. But people were strong, they find solutions. They created giant domes on top of cities and created a machine to turn the acidic air to oxygen. Even if the air still pollute and kill them slowly. It was the time when the flowers were to bloom and they still wanted to withhold that tradition. Holograms of blooming sakura trees were found throughout the city of NeoTokyo. 

At the home of Ninji Ceres, where she decorated the tea house with man made pond with mechanical koi fish. A blooming apricot tree completes the scene that she remembers from her childhood. But it's no safe era now. Along with her pet hologram dragon, she will continue the tradition of tea ceremony for as long as she can.

Origami Shopping Guide

I had this Hanami idea when i visited the Origami event with the theme of "SAKURA to HANAMI" in celebrating the spring season. It's a very lively and relaxing sim. And of course I love this season especially with all the flowers blooming and the streets is just filled with colourful petals. Origami event will be open until 5th of April, so you dollz have time to pick up the items you fancy. Thank you DevinVaugh for allowing me to borrow his set for my picture. Enjoy!

Body Pixels

Skin @ Enfant + Mudskin - Late Bird 

Hair @ Tableau Vivant - Choko hair

Body Tattoo @ Letis Tattoo - Essence

Face Tattoo @ .antielle. - Sakurifivation [available at Origami] + Pin Me Down - Anti White [Skin Fair]

Ear @ MANDALA - Steking Ears Season 5

Piercings @ [ni.ju] - Marx + Dismantle Piercings

Eyelashes @ Lovely Alien - StarryEyelashes + [ni.ju] - Hime-yu lashes bottom

Eyes @ {S0NG} - Murky Eyes Bubble

Styling

On head @ ALTAIR* - Sakura Hairclip white

Neck @ [TfAtN] - Planetery Necklace Ceres RARE

On ear @ Gridwear - Solarity Left Ear

On Shoulder @ Gridwear - Illusive Right Upper Arm

Outfit @ .::Dead Dollz::. - Kunoichi Black

Arm Wrap @ DPD - Arm wrap dark

Chest binding @ Bakusu - Samurai Sarashi Dark

Leg wrap @ Bakusu - Samura Kyahan Dark

Leg tattoo @ Chary - Leg Stripes [group gift]

Footwear @ [CerberusXing] - Trapped Sakura Clogs dark [available at Origami]

Pet @ Gridwear - Tempest Dragon 

Mouthie @ [CerberusXing] - Mitarashi Danga Mouth [group gift]

Hand @ [CerberusXing] - Teshoku Red [group gift]

Setting

House @ +Theater*Chain+ - CHA-SHITSU Modern White [available in Origami]

Pond @ 8f8 - Silent Conversation Fish Pond RARE

Lamps @ Origami Group gift - Hanami Lam Gin *free

Tree + petals @ Isovii - Ume tree [subcription gift]

Dango @ [CerberusXing] - Matarashi Dango rezz [group gift]

Pose

1st pic @ The Muse Poses - Seduction 2 [group gift]

Berry's First and Recent Challenge

It's really embarrassing when I look back all my old pictures, but amusing to see how I improve myself in skills and technically wise. When I tried the snapshot features, it spazz my whole laptop and I used the screengrab feature of my laptop to take that picture. I enjoyed my adventures in Second Life and stalking Strawberry Singh's blog until I gathered enough courage to finally start my own blog back in April 2013.

Both of the picture are not photoshopped in any way and looking at it. I feel proud that I truly pushed my limits and explored many new things.

Throughout the blogging journey, I found great new friends, Awesome sims, events and designers who decorated the Second Life world. At first I wanted to be a gothic lolita blogger but then my style changed when I posted my first Phototelling for a contest. My inspiration clicked with me and I literally poured all my literacy juice on blogging. My blog will be 2 years old next month and I'm very grateful that I started that first step of blogging. I hope to be more creative in Phototelling and my skills. Cheers to all the residents that made Second Life colourful~

Meme Instuction

On Aarya 2012

Unavailable

On Aarya 2015

Body Pixel

Skin @ [Pink Fuel] - Sora Alabaster 

Hair @ CatWa - Zoey hair [available at  Catwa Biker's Fair] *free

Eyes @ Shy Girls - group gift eyes

Tattoo @ Letis Tattoo - Essence 

Eyeliner @ Pin Me Down - Kris [available at Skin Fair] *new

Lips @ Pin Me Down - Sayni 8 [available at Skin Fair] *new

Ear @ MANDALA - Steking Ears Ver 5

Styling

Top @ Fujiwara's World - Black Corset [hunt gift] *free

Neck @ Remarkable Oblivion - Oracle Collar [group gift]

Piercings @ [ni.ju] - Part of Amped Piercing