Behind these eyes

Run until your chest heaved,

Hide away all you wish,

These eyes shall always find you.

Hello my lovely dollz! I know it's been a while, and I'm sorry since I had a house moving period and then a long resting period and after that was a guilty procrastination period hehe. Job is taking over my schedule I admit, and it's hard to set aside the 'me' time and waiting for motivation to pick me up. Ughhh

Highlight of the outfit are some of the Lorna Cybergothic Leather gacha items by A&Y brand for the event Lootbox which is ending by the 19th of July. The skin I'm wearing is newest from CURELESS[+] skin line for the previous round of Lootbox and should be available at the mainstore. The pretty face tattoo comes with a lot of different combo looks to suit your role-play characters, hehe. The really awesome mecha horns are by .::Cubic Cherry::. and comes with a nice hud to mix and match with the metals and glow colour as well as comes in glow and non-glow versions.

Rest of the credits down below and I hope to see you dollz in the next post!

Body Pixels

Hair @ .Shi - Vanguard / Mon

Skin @ CURELESS[+] - Anesthesia Skin / BEIGE

Eyes @ CURELESS[+] - Anesthesia Eyes

Face Tattoo @ The White Crow - Curse

Styling

Horns @ .::Cubic Cherry::. - {Mech} horns / Glow

Arm @ A&Y - Lorna Cybergothic Leather / Armwarmers / Dark Red / 10 [Lootbox, ends 19th July] *new

Neck @ A&Y - Lorna Cybergothic Leather / Collar / Dark Red / 04 [Lootbox, ends 19th July] *new

Top @ A&Y - Lorna Cybergothic Leather / Corset / Dark / RARE [Lootbox, ends 19th July] *new

FutureWave - The New World

Imagination is the start of a new world.

A child's mind could drive a new era

Or even destroying it.

Nurture the delicate minds for the future

After all, we're only borrowing the earth from them. 

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Futurewave had finally closed their portal. It was a really awesome journey to the possible future in which how we imagine it to be. It's fun to see how others imagine the possible future too. Would it be androids era? Or the era in which we upgrade ourselves to befit the technology flow? Who knows. Perhaps one of our children would be drive of the era. But anyways, I've never had this much fun for an event since the last World Goth Fair and WGF is coming this May!! Squeeee

With this I conclude my FutureWave series based on Alive playlist by Sta for Cytus phone game. If you guys want the full playlist of the songs, check it out here! Thank you designers for the wonderfully awesome creations and super big thankies hugs for the org team behind Cursed Events. You guys do the best for our solitary dark hearts. Until the next great event!

Styling

Hair @ A&Y - Jetix Hair 

Skin @ Essences - Harper (previous FLF)

Eyes @ KMADD - Frost eyes

Jaw Mask @ Unsung - Mechabone Jaw

FutureWave - Buried

Expedition Mars Report 02

As I walked along the ruins that was once a great city built on Mars, old stories ran in my head. How it was once the pride of humanity. To even build a city on so called planet Red.

I continue my search between the rocks and boulders for perhaps something usable or a piece of the past. My search seems to be futile. Anything left would have been destroyed in the Red Storms that seems to occur more often lately

It's time for me to return to base. The more I'm out here, the more I'm exposed to dangerous radiation that destroyed this city.

Slowly, I gained altitude and lifted off from the ground of Mars towards the base right outside the atmosphere. It's a very short trip really. My modified jetpack are made to fly is such altitude

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Hulloz all! Today is the last day of the FutureWave event! Wahh! Can't believe time flies so fast when you're having so much fun! I love it when I explore a new part of Goth in every Cursed Events. CyberGoth seems to be my new fave for now! xD Can't wait for the next event which is World Goth Fair. Until the next post cyber post!

Styling

Hair @ [LCKY] - Shy

Skin @ [Pink Fuel] - Sora

Lips @ [Pink Fuel] - Classic Pout Red

Eyes @ Chop Shop - Game on Red

Collar, Outfit, Boots, Ray gun, Jetpack @ GALLACTIC - Eclipse

Mask @ [geek] - Geek.Trooper Bionic Mask

Location @ Insilico North

FutureWave - Another Me

 Day 16

I decided to run re-scan of my genetic feature once again. Seems normal so far, even though I have gone through a very risky genetic operation required to make my clone project.

Day 53

My clone's body seems to be constructing well. Her organs would be consist of artificial organs using a modified blood to carry necessary oxygen to the organs

Day 73

Surveillance shows the clone is still reconstructing some errors found during her programming. I wonder if it's normal that this project is taking this long?

Day 89

She suddenly stood by herself by the table as I walk in the lab as usual. I was astonished. She looked as if she was expecting me, and then when she saw me coming, it was as if she looked at me with recognition. I asked whether she knew who am I but I didn't have response. Then I realized that perhaps her voice isn't usable just yet.

But at least for now I'm glad my clone project is a success! Who know what more could be done from this result!

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Hulloz all! It's been a while that me and my friend Gia, talked about a collab piece together. But it seems that our time always clashes and I'm glad that in this event I was able to squeeze time to finally take pics together! FutureWave will be over by the 23rd so you guys better hurry up to buy some awesome stuffs! Until next post my cyber dollz! <3

My Styling

Hair @ [e] - Fold

Collar @ Envious - part of Beauty Queen outfit

Skin @ [Pink Fuel] - Sora

Lips @ [Pink Fuel] - Classic Pout Black

Eyes @ ~*By Snow*~ Citadel Eyes

Facepiece @ Chaos Panic Disorder - Neutral Net 

Top @ Graves - part of Velocity outfit

Skirt @ {MV} - Shadenfreude Frozen

Bracelet @ amorous - freebie bracelet

Boots @ Death Row Design - Project Limited boots [no longer available]

Gia's Styling

See here

FutureWave - Loom

Her patience was thinning. She was waiting for a worthy opponent to race her on the Grid. But it seems that everyone is a coward. It was unmistakable that she single-handedly defeated the strongest rider team. Well they ask for another contender so she just hop on Tron Cycle and beat them. Serves them right really. 

But damn she is so bored! Even after she got some petty sponsors and all. She would beat them mercilessly and it's over so fast. *sigh* She might have to call her friend, Vanessa for a fun ride sometimes.

That aside, aren't the sunset is pretty tonight?

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So.... that was a very quick, not really constructive story. It was really a short story and stuff. I always wanted to ride the Tron Cycle one time and I did! In NeuroLan inc. there is a demo Arena where you can try out the cycle or the fight in a disk fight with your friends! It was fun! That aside, The Viper helmet from Blue Falcon Industries are badass as hell! I love it! And you guys better try out the gatcha right outside of their spot!

Until the next post, cyber dollz!

Styling 

Skin @ Essences - Harper *lait* (Fifty Linden Friday)

Leg Tattoo @ elska - Bleeding Sisters

Collar @ [The Forge] - Battelina Posture Collar Silver

Top + Shorts @ [SAKIDE] - Cybtech outfit

Cables @ DRD - Cyber cables

Boots @ Miamai - Tinker Taylor Boots Dark ceremony

Helmet @ Blue falcon industries - Viper Helmet

Handwarpping @ DPD - Arm wraps Dark

Elbow @ Chary - Elbow pads [Group gift]

Symbol Armband @ (epia) [group gift]

FutureWave - The Lost

Have you thought of the mind of the robots?

The one that is made your hand.

Have it crossed your mind?

If ever you disposed of them, because they are not functioning as you desired.

What is in their mind, or feelings?

Would you just leave like that?

Without a second thought?

As their programmed mind continue to think of us.

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Hulloz all! I had fun playing with this femdroid avatar from C.M.F.F. I felt very different and it was a very good experience for me. I might be exploring around the grid with this beauty again. I took my femdroid to Hangar Liquids and found a desolated underground area and I thought of a disposed robot trying to get back to it's master, like how it was programmed.

Anyways prepared for the next post, cyber dollz! xD

Styling

Avatar @ C.M.F.F - Femdroid "Security Enforcer"

Eyes @ ~*By Snow*~ - Citadel Eyes

FutureWave - Vanessa

 Mission 265_Day 3

I have arrived at Insilico, following my target. According to my resources, he should be escorting some illegal humans to safety of this city. 

Changed my appearance similar to an A.N.G.E.L agent that I killed earlier. These wings proved best at it's camouflage and flight, allowing my eyes to scan the city for the trace of the target.

Mission 265_Day 5

I found the target, heading to a restaurant. I hid my wings and sneak to assess what he might have in defence. 

Just 2 holo dragon pets, What I know, they could land some nasty bites and slashes but that won't bother me since I'm prefectly re-built for assassin missions like this. That is why I'm considered as the most prized and expensive merchandise of my company.

Something if off with this target. I have not seen him recharging himself after such long travel. Is he one of the illegal pure humans that didn't change their system? But the wings and upgrades seen on his body proved otherwise.

I will going for the kill.

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Another exciting collaboration with my good friend, Dev! I just love it when we trying out some items from the same events and end up with awesome story-line and ideas! We love almost the same thing so it's easy to direct and synchronize things. As we were shooting at Insilico, the place was heavily lagged that I crashed aggressively with every pic taken. It almost seems that in every collabs we had so far, either me or him that will lagged heavily and crash multiple times. it's almost crazy and many times I wanted to throw something through the pc coz of the constant crashing.

But anyways I hope you enjoy our collab piece this time and please do look forward for our future project. Until next time, my cyber dollz <3

Styling 

Hair @ A&Y - Rem Hair [Christmas gift]

Skin @ Gala Fashion Design - CyberDrone Lapse [FF Fest]

Eyes @ ~* By Snow *~ - Radar Contacts [FutureWave]

Eyeshadow @ Beautiful Freak - Starcrossed eye makeup Teal [FutureWave]

Facemask @ Death Row Design @ Cybermask blue steel [FutureWave]

Outfit @ [Ponka Design] - Alcor outfit w/o Hood [FutureWave]

Arm Gear, Collar @ [Graves] - part of Velocity outfit [FutureWave]

Cables @ Death Row Design - Cables with electric [FutureWave]

Boots @ {MV} - IlliadCorp Boots Onyx [FutureWave]

Wings @ Death Row Design - Devine wings/glow toxic veins [FutureWave]

Earpiece @ Gridwear - Solarity

Arm Holo @ Gridwear - Illusive

Poses

1st pic @ NanTra - Defying Gravity set [FutureWave]

2nd pic @ NanTra - Requiem set [FutureWave]

3rd pic @ HopScotch - Busted set [FF Fest]

For Dev's styling

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FutureWave - The Silence

She was a machine made by the hands of humans. Her job was to play the elusive white violin. It was made with a special metal that creates the most beautiful music from it. However, the sheer weight of the special violin is unbearable for any human. Even men tried to play it, and then suffering from body ache later.

She was built that sole purpose. To play the White Violin for the people of FutureWave. But she could only play songs installed in her program. She could not 'create' music from violin even though she was the only one that could play it. That was the only failure as a humanoid created by human hands. 

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Yep, another FutureWave post! Oh pardon of the way I propped the violin in the pic. I didn't realize it until I started editing the pic. It was a horror war in my mind. But then I couldn't make a re-shoot any more, so yeah. Credits are below and look forward for my next post my cyber dollz~ 

Styling

Hair @ [a.e.meth] - Gynoid 9 Hair Royal Blue [FutureWave]

Skin @ [Pink Fuel] - Sora <Alabaster> [FutureWave]

Eyes @ Chop Shop - The Orchids Blue [FutureWave]

Eye tatoo @ Pin Me Down - One 18 [FutureWave]

Eye Shadow @ Beautiful Freak - Starcrossed Fuchsia [FutureWave]

Lipstick @ Beautiful Freak - Banded Metal Royal [FutureWave]

Dress @ ISD - DarkNet Dress Sky Blue [FutureWave]

Armwarmers @ ISD - DarkNet Warmers Sky Blue [FutureWave]

Boots @ {MV} - IlliadCorp Boots Onyx [FutureWave]

[Warlord's Band] - Electric Violin

FutureWave - Cytus

"It's not a dream, it's your imagination"

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Hulloz all! My 3rd post of the FutureWave series! I really advise you guys to listen to the songs, I was greatly inspired by those song for these post series. So anyways, FutureWave has been going on more than 3 days now and the traffic are quite good and the special quest DJ, Sian Pearl is dj-ing as I speak! I think so. Well, please await for my next series, cyber dollz~ <3

Styling

Headwear @ +eX+ -Avant Garde Hair E.T

AroundHead @ Spyralle - Sensory Array Model [FutureWave]

Dress @ MetaTheodora - Star of Venus II Flame [FutureWave]

Skin @ [Pink Fuel] - Sora <Alabaster> [FutureWave]

Lipstick @ BeautifulFreak - Heavy Metal Gold [FutureWave]

Eyes@ Pin Me Down - Era Eyes 13 [FutureWave]

Earpiece @ ChaosPanicDisorder - Rigellia Diamond [FutureWave]

Piercings @ [ni.ju] - Dismantel

Eyelashes @ Miasnow - Web Lashes

FutureWave : Disaster

Cyborg 01 on-line report___

Testing Anti-Gravity features of Cursed___

Area 1 - No bugs or error detected

Area 2 - No bugs or error detected

Area 3 - No bugs or error detected

Area 4 - No bugs or error detected

Area Sky - Barrier found solid and minor error detected_solved

Area Ground -  No bugs or error detected

Awaits command_

Proceed to scheduled plan____________

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Hi all! FutureWave will be opened at noon SLT and I'm sure you cyber dollz are excited as I am, perhaps maybe more than me with all the sneaky awesome previews of the pretty sci-fi stuff!! Since FutureWave is in her first debut as a sci-fi event as well as being the single such event that I know in SL. FutureWave will be opening it's portal today until the 23rd of Feb, so you have lots of time to come by and shopping or clubbing at the Club Gothika~ I heard that the DJs prepared special playlists for this event so don't miss it!

Ok so, I'm wearing a full sci-fi armour outfit by Graves that comes with full body latex suit with hood or not, which ever you fancy, and also available in several latex layer colour. I paired it with GalaFashionDesign from Final Fantasy Festival, the skin is sold in 4 different tones and also appliers!! The cyber hair is from ISD, will be available in 8 colours including this sky blue version. The visor I'm wearing is from Paper Moon and it animates! It's a very cool and cute design and just perfect for my little cyborg dead heart. Now then, hope you enjoy my 2nd post of FW, more will come I'm sure of it. Until the next post, my sci-fi dollz <33

Styling

Hair @ ->~ISD - DarkNet hair Sky Blue [Coming soon to FW]

Skin @ GalaFashionDesign - CyberDrone Nightmare [FF Fest]

Headphone @ MetaTheodora - Swing3003 Headphone Plain Fabric [Coming soon to FW]

Visor @ PaperMoon - HoloVisor Kawaii Death [Coming soon to FW]

Outfit @ Graves - G461 Grey [Coming soon to FW]

Collar @ {EDGE Technologies} - Metal Elegancy Collar

Boots @ {MV} - Odyssey Onyx

Poses @ NanTra - Defying Gravity set in 1st & 2nd pic, Requiem set in the 3rd [Soon in FW]

Berry's Weird Question Meme

Here I am, sneaking around when I suppose to study, haha~ But anyways I just couldn't resist to blog, it's a way of relieving stress for me. Ever since I start blogging, my depression time has lessen quite tremendously, I enjoy and look forward for events that I can cover, my inner dark fashionista just burst out of me and I really love it. I really wish to have more time to explore the pretty dark side of Second Life, one of the reason I want graduate quickly! Anyways onwards for the meme today~

Monday Meme Instructions: Copy and paste the following questions and answers into your blog post, delete my answers and input your own. Remember to leave your link in this meme’s comments so we can all come by, read your answers and secretly judge you.

1. Which was the last sim you visited? (Other than your home) +RMK+ Gothic Sim

2. Does your avatar look like the real you? In terms of shape, maybe a bit, but fashion-wise, oh she is the absolute opposite of me.

3. Do you wear underwear/pantied underneath your clothing when out and about on the grid? If it's necessary so that no prevert would zoom up my skirt, I will. But usually I wear pant-style clothing so I'm quite naked underneath those meshy clothing~ ;P

4. If you won a million linden dollars, what would be the first thing you buy inworld? First thing first, everything on my favourite list! [laughs] And then perhaps a house somewhere on the grid since my sis is very much interested in home decor. I totally suck at that!

5. Have you ever bought something in SL and the realized afterwards that you had already owned it before? Well... it's usually when I do MP shopping and come across with a lot of freebies then logging in to get it just to find out than you got like three of four similar items. Good thing it's just freebies and dollarbies for now.

6. Have you ever done anything in Second Life that would be considered illegal in real life? Biting people randomly would probably get me to jail in real life. Strutting down the grid with a rocket launcher at my back will consider me crazy and dangerous. Shooting people randomly and a bunch more that I rather not to tell... ;P

7. If you could go out on a date with any other avatar, who would it be? My super deep vampire crush, Winter Jefferson.

8. Who, in your opinion, was the greatest avatar to ever slive? Miss Strawberry Singh~

9. What is the most embarrassing things you've ever done inworld? I don't really remember much, but when I was newbie, I hung out at The Shelter, chatting and dancing. The whole time I didn't realize my speaker was on and I talking to my friend in my original language. So everybody was like, "Who the hell talking?" "I;m hearing weird sounds" and I was clueless since I mute the SL sound to listen to my own songs. After a while I knew what happened and just kept my mouth shut.

10. If your avatar had a mind of its own, what do you think it would say to you? "Gurl, hurry up and make up your mind already!" -This is since I take the longest time to figure out my styling and choosing a background for my pic-

My Styling

Hair @ .ploom. - Hoshi

Catsuit @ LORIEN - Sci fi Black Catsuit

Skin @ Ryuuko - Opal Milk (freebie in store)

Eyes, tattoo @ ~By Snow~ - Indogene eyes & Hexagon Face tatoo [in same pack]

Techy stuff @ [KONG] - freebie fatpack at Korean Community Sim

Cyber Goth Legacy

Hello people~
I'm taking a little break from the Goth Fair. Really, I wanted to show more of the elegant creepy atmosphere but the sim was pretty laggy to take snapshots with a few new stuff coming up. I managed talked with one of the organizers, Axi!! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

She mentioned to me that there will more things to be expected in the Goth Fair. And I just found out that there will be DJs spinning tunes in the Cursed sim! Totally awesome! Too bad I couldn't make it.

Today I'll be showing one of the really nice Bubble Design outfit! This dress came with a ruffled necktie that I didn't show. Anyways, enjoy~

"As I await for my orders,"

"Dancing to pass time,"

"I have finally received my assassination orders,"

Of course I couldn't show you what happened when I do my mission. (ﾟｰﾟ;

Styling

Dress @ Bubble Design Salvatori Outfit GG

Hair @ Truth Skyla - Snow

Boots @ [ VANITY ] Wedge boots Black

Face piercing @ [ni.ju] Amped Piercing - Full

Socks, Finger tape @ [aDN] Dark Princess

Gloves @ Apollyon net Gloves (freebie box)

Skin @ WoW Skin Kesia May Gift

Eyes @ ~*By Snow*~ New Moon eyes Cullen (right) & Dolly Blind (left)

I'm showing a close-up of the beautiful Kesia skin and the ~*By Snow*~ gorgeous eyes.

Sim @ http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/LEA16/125/134/35